xmas is over...unfortunately =(

ohh lala!!~
i finally got to log in my blog..
resetted a new password..
hahah!
on xmas day,went to waterfall to play^^
nothin much~!!

got many messages from frens wishin merry xmas!^^
'-' MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! ~~ ^(00)^ ~~

27 september 2008 liao~~^^
wah~feeling so happy today~
dont know why~hahah
maybe coz i'm single now?
sososo free!
no need worry whether he love me,wat he doin or anythin like tat~
hahah
so~i finished dancin n tuition~
now on9~
on friday~someone lepak skul hahah
tha someone is~sean,ben n others~
hehe



peace^^

23sept08
lent sean chobits!^^
i hope he enjoys it!!
hehe
not like watchin william's cacat chobits dvd..
haha
srysry~
no offence william~(if u were reading)
teehehe!^^

22 sept 08..
sean sent me a msg at10 am..
saying we shud break up.
we couldnt go on anymore,,
so i replied saying
if we were still together it would be exactly our 4th month..
22nd may - 22 september..
haihzz..actually i really admired sean..=3
i dont care if we're not together..
i still wanna be happy for what we've been in past..
even some loveliest thoughts have to be put to history now..
well,
i didnt cry when he said to break up,but i felt kinda happy coz i also think it is better to let go..

but at night i couldnt stand it..n cried my heart out..
like water spilling from tap..
coz he said my mom told william to tell me to let go of sean..
i mean my OWN MOM?? asking my fren to do this??

that was why william kept forcing me to let go,LET GO,LET GO..
jeez..
i also hate being single,you know..
i want someone who i can cuddle up to,
well not juz any someone..
a personwho loves me and i love too..
i wanna hug that person..

but actually sean didnt give me all that though..
haha..
i didnt really expect that anyway..
he loves his friends more than me,i'm sure..
but i dont have any prob with that..
haha!
i wanna be a happy girl now la~~^^

7th september 2008

baby,
as time goes by,
i appreciate u even more 'coz i noe i hav to..
[it wont b u hu does it,but it's me.]
'coz u're free to come n go,b0y,it's 'coz u hav so much freed0m.

i dunno how to talk to u sometimes, coz my mind goes blank wenever i see u,
ur juz so cute n i forget everythin, even wat i was supposed to say,
but u never understood,u juz left me at the back.

wenever i wanted to walk with u , i feel like u dint wan to,
i was forced to walk bhind u n ur mates,
i couldn't speak up,
i was too afraid,
tat u'll tink i'm so timid n sto0pid.
juz walkin i wanna walk wif him,

but baby,i'm into u
i love u .
wit all my heart,
n i hope u do,too..


baby lolita³,12.30 a.m